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color: #8a8a8a; font-weight: normal; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: 1px; background-color: #FFF; } .profiltext { font-family: verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 9px; font-weight: normal; line-height: 170%; position: relative; color: #6f6f6f; padding-top: 0px; margin-left: 15px; margin-right: 30px; } .arkivet { margin-top: 5px; text-align: left; margin-left: 0px; color: #FFCC00; margin-left: -8px; } .arkivet li { display:inline; padding-bottom: 5px; margin-left: 0px; } .years { font-family: 'Playfair Display', serif; font-size: 22px; font-weight: normal; color: #444444; margin: 0px 0px 0px 0px; padding: 3px 0px 0px 0px; text-transform: normal; } #footerddb{ width: 100%; height: 20px; text-align: center; font-family: verdana; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 5px; clear: both; color: #ffffff; } eemmaaasa -

hatet till ensamhet

Det finns en sak som jag stör mig så mycket hos mig själv. Jag vet inte vad det är för fel på mig, men jag får nästintill ångest när jag är ensam. Jag måste ha folk runt omkring mig, annars blir jag så nedstämd. Känns som jag tjatar på folk ständigt att ses. Jag är så extremt sällskapssjuk.

Jag mår så himla bra när jag är runt människor, när jag sitter hemma i mitt rum så är jag sjukt deppig. Det står liksom ivägen för min egen lycka.

Men vad beror detta på? 
 
De flesta jag känner älskar att vara själv, att komma hem från jobbet och bara njuta av att vara själv. Att sitta och se på serie, ta det lugnt och njuta. Men jag får nästan ångest, måste prata med någon, kan inte sitta själv och njuta. Det är jättetråkigt, önskar jag kunde njuta av att sitta ensam och bara vara med sig själv! 



Kom ihåg mig?