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color: #8a8a8a; font-weight: normal; font-size: 10px; letter-spacing: 1px; background-color: #FFF; } .profiltext { font-family: verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 9px; font-weight: normal; line-height: 170%; position: relative; color: #6f6f6f; padding-top: 0px; margin-left: 15px; margin-right: 30px; } .arkivet { margin-top: 5px; text-align: left; margin-left: 0px; color: #FFCC00; margin-left: -8px; } .arkivet li { display:inline; padding-bottom: 5px; margin-left: 0px; } .years { font-family: 'Playfair Display', serif; font-size: 22px; font-weight: normal; color: #444444; margin: 0px 0px 0px 0px; padding: 3px 0px 0px 0px; text-transform: normal; } #footerddb{ width: 100%; height: 20px; text-align: center; font-family: verdana; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 5px; clear: both; color: #ffffff; } eemmaaasa -

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Folk som tar från andra. När man efter många år gett sin tillit och låtit varandra leda sig in på vägar. När du såg den mest sårbara stunden och utnyttjade det till max då svagheten blev stor. Då kött och blod förvandlas till den mörkaste novembernatten, färgerna hade suddats ut.
Du lyckades kontrollera mig på något sett och vis. Som ett vapen som du älskade! Lögnerna blev tillslut till sanning och din fantasi blev min verklighet.

Jag vill skylla på att jag itne hade något val. Alla människor har ett val. Du sträckte ut din hand och jag såg de som en lösning. Den tiden kunde jag lita på vem som helst, men det förstörde bara.  Blind & naiv, men inte dum.
Att se upp till någon, ta en kula för någon. Men sedan bli spottad på. Att bli tvingad att gräva sin grav. Din önskad var min lag. Du lärde mig vad smärta, hata och vad svek var.

Jag är starkade och det vet du. Jag känner igen varenda rörelse, blick och dina ord. Du får inte leka mer, är inte din längre.


Skiter i om din skugga följer mig, du är en skapelse som jag själv skapat.
Du var jag.



Kom ihåg mig?